Monday, 7 October 2019

Dreaming Of A Better Tomorrow

SONGS OF THE DAY-
DREAM MACHINES & DRIVING IN YOUR CAR BY BIG DEAL
TOMMOROW WILL BE BETTER, I SWEAR BY STARS

So the past weekend /week have been dramatic so i haven't been able to post...how are all of you? I'm in a sticky situation I'm notgoing to delve in to right now...but trust me when I say keep friends close and enemies closer.
I was fired for the third time...from a dream job...because of my health. Awesome. I have an op on the 16th at least...9 days away. My life is going to change for the better, I'm going to own my mistakes and my life and go forwards not backwards, drug rehabilitation when the people around you don't know what you're going through is hard, fighting for your life against a psychotic ex bf is hard but having to accept the face I'm having another life changing operation, in the space of two years, is very very hard. I'm coming to terms with what I can and can't do and I don't like it. Currently, I'm going working for the next month. I'm currently being prescribed a range of anti-depressants and pain killers none which I want to take but I'm in so much pain I'm popping a pill or two every day. This is going to continue for at least the next 10 days, plus 6 weeks recovery, no lifting AKA NO WORK. SHIT. I HAVE BILLS TO PAY. TRY NOT TO STRESS OUT AS THIS WILL MAKE IT WORSE. AWESOME. Have a great week guys.

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